Michael Jeffreys “What is the best way to stop seeking?” 10-14-20 Satsang
SATSANG NOTES
- The story that a thought contains isn’t true. It’s just a story. It’s a narrative. And so the confusion is when we start to believe the story. And we’re lost in story and then we miss the moment. Just THIS… however it’s showing up. And that includes all of it, and that’s what the me can’t handle.
- The moment is as it is doesn’t leave time for doing. The moment’s here! Here it is. Now, there’s no opening where you can crawl inside the moment and then do stuff, right? But we think we can. That doership, the me, the seeker that’s constantly trying to make this moment correct… feel that!
- There’s no salvation for the me.
- You have to notice that all the seeker can do is seek because it’s seeking energy. It’s NEVER going to find.
WHAT IS DUALITY? WHATEVER’S APPEARING
- Duality is THIS, the appearance. And the appearance is dualistic, meaning whatever you can find in this “world,” in the appearance, it has an opposite that you cannot get rid of. So, “I just want money, BUT I don’t want to lose any money,” says the me. I just want good health, but I don’t want illness. I just want life, but no death.
WHY THE DREAM CAN NEVER COMPLETELY SATISFY/FULFILL
- Do you see the impossibility of the seeker’s dilemma? It’s looking for ONLY good, ONLY wholeness, ONLY security, ONLY safety in something that is inherently both positive AND negative, both good AND bad. You can’t get one end of the stick without getting the other. So do you see the dilemma for the me? It’s only looking for the positive and then it wants it to stay that way!
- Just THIS, exactly as it’s appearing.
- Actual separation is impossible. As if Wholeness could really be divided. But Wholeness is so free it can dream of limitation. You’re Wholeness dreaming of separation.
“There’s nothing more pleasurable than knowing who you are. Therefore, desires are second best.” -Diane Martin
WHY SEEKING DOESN’T WORK
- So that’s why seeking doesn’t work. Seeking takes you away from THIS moment. Because “it’s” saying, “THIS is NOT enough!”
But what if we drop all our ideas of what enough looks like?
- Everything means something to the me because it takes the world as real. And because it takes the world as real, it’s constantly living in fear that something bad will happen to it.
MICHAEL: Wholeness is already the case. So getting cancer or not getting cancer has nothing to do with Wholeness.
STEPHAN: Yes, absolutely… yes.
JOYCE: You mentioned earlier that the me is only seeking for positive experiences. Is that because the me’s job is just to keep seeking? And it’s seeking for what’s impossible so it can keep seeking?
MICHAEL: Yes!
JOYCE: Because that’s it’s job.
MICHAEL: Yes!! Perfect. That’s it. The futility of seeking has to hit you. That this thing seeking is just this energy that will continue to seek because that’s what it does. But it’s not you.
And since you’re ALREADY Wholeness, there’s not a damn thing you can do to become whole. That has to hit you. So it doesn’t matter what you do. It doesn’t matter if a desire gets fulfilled or not. Yes, it’s nice if it does, but it makes no difference to Wholeness/All that IS.
BRITTNEY: I’m so focused on form that I’m not able to see the formlessness that’s within all the bodies…”
MICHAEL: Yeah, well what do you think is seeing the form? It’s a wordless recognition.