“Do you need to know what a flower is in order to smell its sweet fragrance?”
“Wouldn’t any form of seeking be knowing? I know that I’m a seeker.”
“Story is never about what’s actually… just THIS without a story.”
-Michael
THE DREAM OF NEEDING TO FIX THE MOMENT
“I assume that I know that I’m a separate person. And I’m having an experience that is not sufficient, that’s not good enough. And there’s something I can do to make it okay. And I’m saying, ‘I know that,’ and then I’m proceeding from there. That’s where the suffering is coming from.”
The hardest thing for the me to wrap its mind around is that this moment, this right here, whatever’s happening right now… this is IT. There’s nothing else happening.
And the problem for the me is that it’s always living somewhere else. Either in the past, which is imagination, memories… or in an imagined future.
I’ve changed the name of my facebook community group and I thought I should address why. Things can resonate for a while… until they don’t. And for a long time “satsang,” which is described as “meeting in truth,” resonated. But it no longer does. Because even the idea of meeting in truth… it gives the impression that they’re two things: There’s the truth, and then something meeting it. And that’s no longer how I see it.
So just as the words consciousness and awareness used to resonate here and no longer do… they just sound like concepts… I can’t find awareness, I can’t find consciousness. All words sound like concepts to me at this point. Stories… beautiful stories, but empty. And when they’re believed, well, “tales told by an idiot”… “sound and fury…”